When my insides are screaming for help, I will always smile.
When you hurt me I will make it all a joke.
If you leave me I’ll act like I don’t care.
When everything is silent I want you to speak
When we are apart I want to hold you close
If I say not what is wrong, I’ll make it seem like everything is right
When tears stained my pillow I put smilies in my messages
When I pushed you away, I wanted you to fight for me
Why didn't you?